Oh Those Boys!

Well Hello there!

so i have made some new friends! they are quite an interesting group. very entertaining and fun. they are Tanner, Steven, Waffle, and Gerb.

they live in the appartment complex across from my aunt neena. they are always hyper and up to do anything fun. like drive up to the top of the world in the middle of the night. or drive anywhere for that matter. nd they love to party. i guess they are just what i needed to get me out of my miniture depression. they always put me in a good mood. they are always saying the funniest shit and doing the funniest things. its hard to be in a bad mood around these guys. they make everything so much more exciting.

i have only known them for a week so far but in we have all hung out pretty much every day of this week and done some pretty crazy stuff. it has been one of the funnest weeks i have had in a while.

go out and meet someone new my dears,
XoXo Babyygurl!!!

Best Friend gone bad!?!

Well my so called bestfriend Harmony and I broke up. yes we are no longer friends. why? um that is a question i ask myself often. im not really sure. all i know is she is mad at me. and as far as i can tell i am not even sure she knows why. we both got drunk one night and were going to go out partying, but my ride fell through. so she started flippin out on me tryin to say i never had anything planned nd i was lying, i always lie about everything. well its not my fault not everything went the way i had planned it, i cant make the kid come pick us up. so we started screaming at eachother in the middle of the road about everything under that big golden sun. we were both so pissed off we were shaking. well soon after the kid we were going to the party with found a new ride and showed up. so we went to the party and the cops came not long after. oh and that was my fault also according to her. yea it was almost as if i had called the cops and told them about the party, cuz that is totally something i would!!! oh yes! haha right....

we were told to leave and everyone scattered everywhere. Harmony, me, and our other friend Sapphire sat behind a building deciding what to do. harmony said we should just walk home. i disagreed cuz there were cops out looking fer all the drunk kids nd i didnt feel like getting arrested. but no she insisted that we walk and tryed to force sapphire to go with her even though Sapphire didnt want to get pulled over either. i tryed to tell harmony if i could charge my phone real quick i could get a ride, well she didnt want me to do that. eventually she had a friend come pick us up and take us back to her house.

well she was still being hella weird towards me and wouldnt even talk to me. i tryed to talk to her but she just ignored me nd acted like i didnt exist. so i got tired of it and left.

my guess is she is so pissed off at the world she needs someone to blame for all of it. well i am not that person to blame. i was not responsible for any bad thing happening to her. i have plenty of my own baggage to carry around and think about i cant take anyone elses.

friendships come and go. im used to it. it hurt yea, because we were good friends. but i guess we just grew apart. i dont know really what her reasoning for all of this is, and i may never know. but i guess that is ok. i have more in life i need to focus on, like getting to a stable place in my life and staying possitive. i cant afford any negitive influence in my life right now and sometimes that is all she was. im sad to lose a friend, but ill live. everything happens for a reason.

make the best of your life loves,
XoXo BabyyGurl!