Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Theres Gunna Be A Baby!!!!


Well today i found out Im pregnant! i have had my suspisions the last couple of days but i wasnt sure. so today i went itno the clinic with my friend Janel and got a test done. it came out possitive! i didnt know what to do or say when they told me this. my jaw dropped and i couldnt stop smiling. it was a crazy unexplainable feeling. so many things were running through my head. i was super excited, hella nerves and sorta scared, but overall really happy. i was super excited to go home and tell Jonny. i couldnt wait to see his reaction.
    when we walked back up to the apartment he was sitting outside on the balcony waiting for us. when he saw us he stood up and walked over to me. the first words out of his mouth were "so what did they say" nd i said "it came out positive". he instantly wrapped his arms around me and wouldn't let go for like 2 minutes. in that moment i felt so happy and so loved. knowing that this was my family and nothing could go wrong in it. that now we were responsible for a kids life and how we raised them would affect the rest of their lifes. ok that thought made me a little more scared but deep down i knew that everything would be ok one way or another we would be just fine. we had seen all the mistakes our parents had made, so we just had to stay away from all that.
    people say i would make a good mom but i really dont know. im impatient, get upset easily, im easily frusterated, and confused alot. but if i have baby sat plenty of kids and have lots of experience with children so i know ill be fine. but i will admit i am also very scared.

ill keep you all updated on this topic and let you know how the pregnancy is going.

wish my luck babes,
X0X0 BabyyGurl

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Moms house was Robbed!!!!!!

So someone has broken into my moms house and stolen ALOT! they took her laptop, the safe which had $600 in it and like 4 cell phones, my little sisters rings, a box of her stuff, and a couple ipods.
    we are pretty sure it is someone that we know because they were able to get passed the dogs. there is a Boxer there and a Pitbull (Boss). and if the dogs hadnt known this person and seen them in the house before they would have gone baserk and ate the people. or tryed and who knows what the people would have done. luckily the dogs were unharmed.
   what really bothers me is that my little sister could have been in the house when they did it. they probably saw that my moms car was not in the drive way and thought it was safe, but there are many occations where my sister is left at home alone and they could have hurt her. i guess its only a good thing that she was not there. otherwise things could have been alot worse. or maybe they wouldnt have broken in to the house because she was there. i really dont know.
    there are a number of people that know my dog, but only a few id ever think possible of robbing the house. whoever it was though oviously doesnt give a shit about us and arent really anyone worth our time and probably never were. this just shows how little you can actually trust people. its kinda sad really.
     my mom made a police report and i guess they fingerprinted around the house, but the person probably wore gloves so nothing will come up. all i know is if i find out who this person is........ lets just say they better hope i dont.

well my loves get a good gaurd dog you never know when someone will try to rob you,
X0X0 BayyGurl!!!