Theres Gunna Be A Baby!!!!

Well today i found out Im pregnant! i have had my suspisions the last couple of days but i wasnt sure. so today i went itno the clinic with my friend Janel and got a test done. it came out possitive! i didnt know what to do or say when they told me this. my jaw dropped and i couldnt stop smiling. it was a crazy unexplainable feeling. so many things were running through my head. i was super excited, hella nerves and sorta scared, but overall really happy. i was super excited to go home and tell Jonny. i couldnt wait to see his reaction.
    when we walked back up to the apartment he was sitting outside on the balcony waiting for us. when he saw us he stood up and walked over to me. the first words out of his mouth were "so what did they say" nd i said "it came out positive". he instantly wrapped his arms around me and wouldn't let go for like 2 minutes. in that moment i felt so happy and so loved. knowing that this was my family and nothing could go wrong in it. that now we were responsible for a kids life and how we raised them would affect the rest of their lifes. ok that thought made me a little more scared but deep down i knew that everything would be ok one way or another we would be just fine. we had seen all the mistakes our parents had made, so we just had to stay away from all that.
    people say i would make a good mom but i really dont know. im impatient, get upset easily, im easily frusterated, and confused alot. but if i have baby sat plenty of kids and have lots of experience with children so i know ill be fine. but i will admit i am also very scared.

ill keep you all updated on this topic and let you know how the pregnancy is going.

wish my luck babes,
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