So after waking up at about 5pm today and going though my mass amounts of texts i listened to the 6 voicemail messages i had. 1 from grandma, 1 from a friend, and then the next 4 from my boyfriend jonny saying he was home. He was released from prison at 2am that morning and took a bus home. so after wakin up a little bit i walked over to where he was. i will adimit i was trippin a little bit and hella nerves. it had been 10 months since i had actually seen him. it was crazy i didnt know what to think or how to feel. i was so excited though.
as soon as i got there and sat down next to him it was like the 10 months had never passed. it was just any other day. i was all the same and that was good. i felt so much relief and happiness i thought i was going to explode. it was one of the crazyest feelings ever. completely unexplainable.
We hung out at his house for a little bit with his stepdad, little brother, and his stepdads friends. we all just sat around talking. i relized at that moment how much i had missed these people. its great to have them back now. it was even good seeing jonnys little brother christians cat Bear. he has gotten sooooo much fatter.
After hanging out with his family we went by my moms house to get my dog. she wasnt going to let me do that and got me all upset. so i got into a fight with her because she was saying she was going to give my dog away when i dont even live with her. she also said that i abuse him, neglect him, and mistreat him. non of that is true. after fighting with her for a good half an hour Jonny made me leave and we went over to my aunts empty apartment. we talked about a lot of stuff and just got to be alone for a while. it was great.
Jonny says he is done being a criminal. Prison taught him a lesson. i believe him, atleast i want to believe him. i know he can be good if he wants to he just has to want to. i have faith in him and im going to do everything i can to make sure that he is good and doesnt go back to prison. but that is really up to him.
Be good my loves,
X0X0 BabyyGurl!!!
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