Um I totalled my first car!!!

After!!! (drivers side)

After! (passangers side)

Before!!!

So last night I was driving my sisters Mustang. this car is like her baby. well I was in a turn lane getting ready to turn and a car drove up without their head lights on and ran head on into the car. I almost flew through the windshield cuz i was not wearing my seat belt, but the airbags stopped me. After us the driver of the other car ran. I didnt know what to do and freaked out because I knew my sister would be pissed about the car getting ruined so I just drove it back to the house nad explained to her what had happened. she ran out to where it was parked and threw up. I felt so bad. It was almost unreal. I felt like at any moment I was going to wake up from this horrible dream and we would laugh about it. Not this time though. this was real. i had actually destroyed her car. The saddest part is that i t wasn't exactly my fault. I didnt ask the other drive to hit the car. they just did.
     She has been pissed at me for the last couple days. I told her i would pay for it even though it was not entirely my fault. I feel really bad, but what can I do about it? shit happens. Im just glad that my boyfriend and I are ok and not hurt badly. I have a bruise on my leg from the airbag and he broke his hand. Other then that we are just fine.
     I'm still scared to get into a car but I'm getting over it. This experience has made me realize how important it is to wear a seat belt. I am only lucky that the airbags came out just in time to save me.
     well I guess this was just an eye opening event in my life to make me second guess what I am doing and have to make me work harder to get up enough money to pay for the damage. It sux but its life. My life as sad as it maybe. Well I will be spending the next.... um... however long it takes to raise 3800$.... making $3800. itsn't that just wonderful. time to get a job I guess. Or pick up more house cleaning jobs! I guess this is the reason it is good to have insurence because then they could have covered it.

well remember to wear the belt loves,
Keep yourself safe

X0X0 BabyyGurl!!!