i am happy ( and sad) to say my mom finally said it is ok for my little sister to have Boss. so they came over yesterday and picked him up. i was sad to see him ago and i miss having him around but its ok i can pretty much see him any time i want. hes only with my sister haha.
im really happy my mom said she could have him though it makes me so freakin happy. my sister loves that dog more then anything and really needs him. she needs something in this world to care about and to make her feel cared about. he will love her unconditionally and make her happy. thats all she really wants.
i know it is hard for people to understand the relationship me and my sister develope with our animals. most people think oh its just a dog, you have to get ride of it, so what, theres always going to be more. yea thats true there will always be more dogs. but those arent our dogs! we get our animals in special ways. they need us. they were abused, mistreated, or whatever else. either way there is a reason we get them. and we need them as well. our animals have always been the things to keep us going. as long as we have multiple naimals to take care of and keep us busy we feel ok. when we have none we have nothing.
like my dog Romeo. he would fallow me to the edge of a clif and jump off if i did it also. he loves me so much. and is my bestfriend. me and him have been throw alot together and when things got really rough we always had each other. i really dont know what i would do with out him, i would feel so alone and lost. it would make life so boring.
same with my sister. her best friend was her little doggy Tora. a really smart good dog. she was a great dog. but my mom got rid of Tora. which i kinda understand because savannah left her with my mom for a month and didnt take care of her which was wrong, but at the same time it was unfair for savannah to lose her dog. so i really dont know how i feel about that. Savannah loved Tora for the same reasons i love my dog. they love us unconditionally and always will. no matter what we do or say these dogs wouldnt care. all they know is to love us. so when savannah lost her little doggy she lost her feeling of love and her place in this world. i know because i had lost Romeo for 2 weeks once and it almost killed me. i actually became physically ill because of this.
Boss brings that feeling of love and value back to Savannah, she now feels a purpose in this world. to take care of Boss and make sure he is always ok. and this makes Savannah feel ok again. that is why i knew i had to find this dog for her and rescue him from the pound, not only was it the dog i was saving but also my sister.
i would litterally do anything for that little girl. she has done so much for me with out realizing it. if anything were to happen to her i would freak out. i knew she needed boss, and no one would listen to me. "no she only wants him because he is a puppy" "she doesnt need him" "she will be fine without him" these are a few thing people would say to me when i would talk about how she needed him. well to anyone who said this to me FUCK YOU!!!!!!! im sorry but its true. you dont know my sisterl ike i do. you dont know what we have been through or how we feel. you dont know jackshit ok. she
NEEDS that dog.
maybe hes just a dog to you! but to her that dog means so much more. he is like her baby. like her kid. how would you feel if someone said to you "oh your kid is just a kid and nothing more" youd be pissed! because you know better. well same with us. you take our dogs away, your taking our kids away. and skrew you!!!
that is why i am really glad my sister got to have her doggy back. and if she ever needs to to watch him for her again she knows that i will. if anyone thinks they are going to take him away from her again you had better think again, because if you even try to do that your going to be dealing with me. and you wont like that very much!!!
well good luck in life all, i hope you get far and be happy!
XoXo BabyyGurl!!!
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