2 years so far

so today is me and my boyfriends 2 year anniversary. yep we have have been together that long. its kind of crazy because  none of my other relationships lasted anywhere near this long the were anywhere from a week to 3 months. so to be with the same guy for this long is absolutely crazy. but i like it. it makes me happy to be with him. hes so kind and caring whether he wants to admit it or not. he thinks hes a terrible monster and hes used these exact words but underneath that touch shell and behind all the walls he puts up is a sweet and gentle guy. who knows how to make me feel so loved and cared for its crazy. he soft and cuddly kinda like a big teddy bear. the way that he looks at me i can see how much he loves me in his beautiful eyes.
     i will admit we do have some problems in our relationship but we are working through those to try and make our relationship even better. we have been through a lot together and it just shows how meant to be we are for each other.
     i don't know what i would do with out him. he makes my life so much better and happy that with out him it would almost seem impossible. i don't ever think that i would have to go without him tho.with everything that we have been through together that hasn't torn us apart i don't know what will.
      when i think about our future in 5 years i see us married and living in either a little house or an apartment with a kid and a dog. well be happy with our little family and just starting our lives on our own together. we'll both have jobs doing something that we enjoy and well have lots of time to spend with each other and our kid. well be a happy little family doing happy family things. and our love will continue to grow even stronger. yea that sounds like a fairytale to me.

well i hope y'all find your fairytale endings,
X0X0 BabyyGurl!!!

Milkshakes anyone???

I gotta RAT!!! yes a rat. like the little cratures with a tail that run around the streets eatting anything and everything they can get their paws on. yep a rat. only my rat is cute, nice, and friendly. he doesnt bite. and hes small and adorable.

Milkshake eatting a piece of dog food!!!

his name is milkshake. well it is rite now. that may change at any moment when me and my roommate think of something better. but for now he is Milkshake. why? because for the last atleast a month we have been feening for milkshakes from Denny's. we have tryed multiple times to get them but you see we have a few problems:
A. lack of money to buy them!
B. no one will take us to get them!
yes we could walk but we still have no money, so we need someone to drive us and also pay for them, quite the delima. so we decided to name the rat Milkshake as like an inside joke.

but he is really cute. every time we open the cage he is always rite at the door way trying to climb out. and he doesnt bite!!! which is amazing because we can hold him.

i got him, his huge cage, a wheel, a food dish, a water bottle, a full bag of bedding, and a little bit of treats for only $20. when at the store bran new all of it would probably be like $200. so im really excited!

im going to teach him tricks like to come to his name, to fetch, and anything else you can teach a rat. its going to be really fun!

did you know that you can get rats nutured??? i just learned this today. so i think i am going to get him nutured, becuase it keeps down that gross smell of urine and also keeps them from doing boyish behaviors, it also helps with aggression(which is not his problem). im going to call around to different vets in my area and see if they even nuture rats and how much it will cost. its going to be very interesting to see what i find out!

i like him a lot. he is quite cute and entertaining! he just makes my life better!

well goodnight loves,

XoXo BabyyGurl!!!